i LuRv3 u UnTiL i g0 m4d.. dEn i fInaLi fInD tT b31n iN lUv SuCkZ (1)

2004-06-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

im no longer bloggin le.. tc every1

2004-06-05T10:53:00.000+08:00

hey... ive decided to change my blog le... budden... tis blog will still remain n might b used again.. fer now... tc... e other link... iz http://luvjuzsux.blogspot.com... has an anime theme currently...heh... quite cute leh... haha... bye...

2004-06-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

Heyz... hahaz... 2dae had another SYF combine rehersal prac... yep... i had to b on e stage... wif some otherz..juz bcuz im a student leader n yeah... waz chosen fer recordin... yeps... quite ok la.. but todae wan not as nice as tues... perhaps it waz bcux got peh lor... haiz... she spoils everthin i guess... my voice... my health... recently not so gd lah.. aiye... but can tahan sia qu i hope..

2004-05-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hey... i tink... ive been bloggin way too lil now... y? cuz i havent got ani time to even go online.. n when i do... there iz not one... haiz... aniwaez... im thinkin if i shld get another blog... bcux tis blog of mine... a lil too much stuffz here... will try to get another wan... cux... i dunwan ppl to keep gettin info... but... ill come back here at times yea... BUT... tis iz all thinkin wor..

2004-05-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

wo hen fan!!!!!!!! i need fresh air mann!!!!! i mean... my life's like... messed up!! im under so much stress... haiz... i no mood to write

2004-05-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

heya... todae... did a few gd stuffx... c... i so holy mann! haha... jk... aniwae... todae... i like to thank some1 fer helpin me... gah... really loh... my dad kana jacked leh... hahaz... aniwae... my life's crazy.. hahaz n sucky.. aniwae... i gtg le... buaiz

2004-05-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl... im so tired siaz... dunno y also... i tink itz bcux of cheer yesterdae... ya la... now all my muscles all achin... den... DEN... my spine pain siaz... haiz... aniwae... i like spent e whole dae at home!!! itz not fair kkz... i wanted to go out... den cant... toopid siaz... mebbe later can go... hahaz... budden in e end still go out wif my parenz... o ya... smth happenin in 15 daez

2004-05-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... back le.. hahaz... well... i was havin exam... so finally i can now take a break frm all those studyin.. heh... itz gr8 tt all my hard work has finally paid off... except fer chi n maths 1... i tot i cld haf done more studyin... hahaz... but on e other hand... hist n lit... geog n all of e others... were quite ok lah... hahaz... at least i managed to write well... yepx... hahaz... e

2004-04-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

heyz... jux came back frm ver's party... ok la... veli farnie wor... alwaez laugh laugh de... den e thin tis morn in e toilet after swimmin.. hahaz..wun 4get sehx.. aniwae... onli got a few ppl can make it... jac... vikram... tim teh.. me n ver's sis n bf lor... aiya... stay up until 3+++ am leh... b4 tt went to watch movie... e movie damn lame n farnie wor... e 2 police officers... hahaz... damn

2004-04-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... 4 daes nvr blog le... den next 2 daex wont b able to blog... hahaz.. cux i going fer party... so i wun b at home.. ver's party... stayin overnite at a hotel... hope it'll b fun... todae sch was kinda ok.... onli wif e fact tt e class comm. came up with some shit.. some buddy system... 2 guys 1 gal.. i dunnoe if it'll b gd.. but... still.. i dun wanna sae anithin bout it... kinda

2004-04-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl... todae... quite ok... nth bad actually... e maths thermometer or wadeva u call tt crap was ok la... me nat n calvin were like copyin ans? mebbe cal nvr... but i was like bendin over tryin to find out some ans... heh... i failed by 1.5 marks ok!!!! no fair de... haiz... but still... i dun giv a damn... hahaz... my scanner spoil!!!! no fair de.. i wanted upload some stuffx den turn out

2004-04-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

hey... todae... ok la... not so bad... but when i started to tink of him n him... thins get worst... haix... cant stop thinkin... its veli hard to stop... gunboundin was ok todae... onli cld plae fer awhile... den parents ground moi den how to plae properli... haix.. i feel veli de fan nao arhx... i wan do thins also cannot de... damn sucky de wor... aiya... 2ml mux go sch again... sux liek

2004-04-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

after sucha long break... im finally back... wellz... been bout 10 days since i came here... cux i was kinda busy... so din haf da time to blog... fer e past 10 daex... some of dem where wonderful... sad... disappointing... but overall it was ok... after all.. its life rite... so there aint anithin ya can do bout it... i mean... u haf to let it pass... live by e dae... yepx... life aint perfect

2004-04-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

hey... din turn up in sch... i am really sick...migraine...doc sae kinda bad...sighz...at least i din miss out much on anithin... >i hope< still thinkin bout e 4 factors thin...i dunnoe la...if he wans me to b e cheerful sort...aint tt changin my entire attitude? yea i agree 100% tt its gr8 to b happy...i haf been since e start of e year...but he caused me to b liek tis...haiX...dunnoe la...

2004-04-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

wha... long time no bloggin... recently... damn tired... gah... n i've been havin dizzy spellz... ya knw... really freaking scary... din turn up in choir todae... HAD to pon tang... i needed some time to sort my stuffz... so as usual i need some1 to stay ard me... Verena. ok we went lookin fer stuffz... kinda ok la... cheered me up a lil... but it wasnt wat i really wanted to do... nvm...

2004-03-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

im kinda upset w e way my mother treated moi ya knw... well... she thinks tt im alwaez up 2 no gd on e com... look im not tt bad lo... i dun even do thins which r not to be done... haiz... i dunnoe la... my relationship with my parents r goin bonkers... sometimes i realy feel liek runnin awae frm home... but as we all knw... we can nvr run awae from probs... aniwae.. i tink i betta go now.

2004-03-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

Harlo so long nvr update liao... heh... been kinda busy... den no mood to write... aniwae... blog another time

2004-03-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl... dad in jakarta... managed to finish smth i had to do n also got a new wallet... todae waz kinda wonderful... e morn in church waz nice... clare n mike din come todae... today no headaches... heh... how lucky... no drowsiness... abit la.. but not so bad... went shoppin wif mum n shar... ok la... not tt bad... den came home... finished up e eng ppt... den did smth fer Jerm...

2004-03-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

harlo... recently got headaches... liek now... haiz... sux la... dunnoe la... i tink my mind iz goin bonkers.. last nite got drunk... drank a can of beer... den i sleep... wha shiok.. but tis morn mux wake up early cux smth unexpected happened... my head all giddy ah.. alchoholic effect still there... heh... gtg now by3z

2004-03-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hey... today was kinda ok la... but den... e SYF openin dace practice sux mann... i tink bcux of tis im prob gonna b sick tml... gah... sore throat... headache... all these... its hard to teach e hildan chorale mann... sigh... it waz tiring fer me n christabel... shar n rong ming.. but i hope next week will b a much betta practice session... todae change seatin arrangement... ok la tt place..

2004-03-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hi... wha... so late hor...again... haha i suffered from another stomach pain thin... wha tis time i went pale... haiz.. dunnoe wats wif me lah... alwaes lidat.. but e gd thin iz dun need go fer piano... ok todae at macs was liek... kinda weird... it waz a weird experience... an old woman sufferin frm... 'yu zhen'.. ok i still cant figure out wat e heck is tt ok... but aniwae... she kept talkin

2004-03-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hi... guess verena dun need me to sit wif durin mornin assembly liao... she got vic wat... yea... den vic also dun need me liao... can go sit wif ver... go sit lo... i still got other ppl wat... wat a lie mann... someone lied to me... liek wats ure prob... fuckin shiet... oops i fergot tis iz not gunbound... so... fuckin shit... yups... vulgarities rox... yaya.... go sit ure asses behind la..

2004-03-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

heehee changed e template again... in a bad mood... hahaz... devilish bear... cute eh.... btw i lurve bears... pple alwaez knw wat to get fer me... i guess... lolz... but still others r welcomed... many dunnoe me bdae... but heck lah... its jux 2 daes after mid year resultz slips... i tink... hahaz...30051990... lolz... tryin to get rid of all unhappiness... but i doubt i can... goin siao

2004-03-19T17:11:00.000+08:00

heyhey... todae... rehersal... sux siaz... i dunnoe so many thins siaz... my gunbound skills r flunkin... dunnoe y... haiz... sux lah... sighx... feel liek givin up... but still... wont b tt bad lah huh.. jux play fer e fun of it... yeah! gtg now by3z

2004-03-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

i practice all e way with so much effort n enthusiasm... den now... i got in2 e recording thing.. but den... fer a moment... i realise i cld not go... thanks to e fact tt e sch singathon has me in it... playin an 'impt' role... ya.. liek its really impt... even if not there also got no diff... recordin had alwaez been a dream of mine... a short term goal... i got e chance... but now i cant... y.

2004-03-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

hey since yesterday... i was attendin a student leaders' training fer e SYF opening ceremony at CCA branch [MOE]... along wif 3 other students frm my sch choir... kinda tiring trying to remember e dance moves n sing at e same time.. n i dunnoe how im gonna teach e other choir members next week... its gonna b damn hard... unless i really put in a lot of effort... which i really should do... yepx

2004-03-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

Hi........................ some pple sux mann.... not family lah..... i mean.... tt stupid asshole... liek nvr die b4........... how gay.............. sis accuse moi... liek i care... not referrin to her wat... argh................................................................................. sighz 6As n 1C... nvr get reward... sighz... liek i bother lah... by3z

2004-03-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

hihi... wha i so many daez nvr blog liao... haha... tml gettin back result slip... hmmm... lets c... i tink... eng... sci... hist.... geog... lit... art... (i tink) dnt... ya... all these got A... hmm... onli maths n chi got Cn B respectively... lol my maths iz liek so darn sucky loh... hahaz... well at least not as bad as some... but itz considered average lah... hehe... now i feel liek goin

2004-03-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

hey pple... wha so late liao hor... hahaz... i cant sleep... veli bothered by some stuffz... todae got so many thins happened at e parents cher conference... some gd... some not so gd... im aimin fer 3A or 3B... but... 1stly i dunno can get anot... n 2ndly... i wan a new environment to study... well... 3A iz not as demandin as 3B frm those in my class... but there r some hu wanna go 3C or

2004-03-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

harlo... now im sick... got migrane... n my stomach hurts liek shit... dunnoe y lei... todae durin PE... my team trash e other grp... 17-0... pro rite... hahaz.. wha i really no mood... but aniwae... im so tired... i feel so (chi word) mao dun... haiz... dunnoe wat to do... i haf farnie feelins 2wards some pple... realli siaz.. i dunnoe wat to do.... i feel liek givin up... but somehow

2004-03-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hi hi... wellz... finally i managed to get da template changed... sick of e previous wan... aniwaez... tis whole afternoon... until b4 dinner i din haf my com mouse! Imagine playin gunbound with an improper mouse? tt sucks mann... i liek him... yea i still do... hahaz... aniwaez... gtg now by3z

2004-03-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hey nvr blog fer shooo many daes... been 'busy'.... i so long sae wan go change template... but un4tunately... i bz lah.. mebbe later... IF i haf e time... i kinda sick of bloggin i dunnoe y now... mebbe itz bcuz other thins r attractin moi... LOL... bye

2004-02-28T10:53:00.000+08:00

hey... i sooooo long neva blog liao.. cuz i keep playin gunbound... den now rarely surf da net... cant stae tt long on e com ya knw... unlike those pro gunbounders in my class... haiz.. i can spen liek onli 3hr... dey spend... dunnoe lah... over 5 hr also can.. den keep gettin promoted... dey shiok rite... hahaz... k lah recently... life got a tiny bit betta... juz tt yesterdae i fell durin a

2004-02-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

yo... thins r not realli smoothenin down... haiz... suck... but can still live... i haf tis dilemma now... definitely not regardin love... hmmm... mebbe its a bit... but more of frenship... i dunnoe if i shld do wat i realli haf to do n spoil e frenship i haf with this close fren... haiz... i dunnoe lah... but there iz so much weird thins happenin in my life recently n i dunnoe how to solve them

2004-02-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hey... i bad mood today... everytin sucks lah... den yesterdae? everythin also SUCKED... liek y e hell iz tis FUCKIN world drivin moi mad? i din do anithin wrong to it wat... k i put on a happy n cheerful front recently... but i tell u... im damn STRESSED n some thins are gettin so FUCKed UP!!! liek damn e hell outta everythin... i feel so bloody useless... cant even take care of my own life.

2004-02-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yoz pple... sian lah... den i so long also neva blog... daily viewers muz b wonderin y... lolz... cuz i recently realli damn busy... I quitin e council at e end of term one...i told peh tt i dun even wanna b CCA councilor representin e choir... Aiya n also many pple tink Jac can do a betta job... so y choose me? im alwaez e irresponsible wan wat.. not liek some pple... i recently got loadsa

2004-02-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hey pple... wha so many daes i din blog liao... cuz i got so many stuffz ta do... haiz... makin mi blur... Im gonna quit e council soon... yeah... haf ta... cuz studies... comes first... yea... nice siaz... Veli soon gonna wear white shoes again... after e SCC... student council commendation... yups... tts gonna b e last dae im gonna haf duty... its on e 21st... makin it bout... 5 more daez...

2004-02-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

Wha... juz now plae gunbound wif my bro... suck lah he... alwaez want to plae den i cant plae as much as HE did... den my cousin also... argh... he dunnoe how plae siaz... im quite surprise my bro can plae lei... kinda gd siaz... somemore 8 yrs old onli lei... good siaz... aniwaez i gtg now... cya

2004-02-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey... Now damn tired sia... actually got flu wan... haiz... den sway loh tml muz go sch cuz no mc... den my parents refuse to write letter fer mi... haiz... Hahaz juz now in com lab damn fun siaz... i go blog den e cher neva see... hahaz. but now un4tunately i need to go... shoo... by3z

2004-02-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

Heyo pple... now bloggin durin da lifeskillz period... shiok siaz... heheX... damn pro hor others doing e survey thing i leh... i finish shooo earli then i go play com loh... cher neva sae cant mah... >_<... aniwaez... tis mornin e Jane See period sucks... geddit... SUCKS! y ah... cuz hor many of my frenx kana scolded fer nth.. ya.. sucks rite... hehex... now i damn confused siaz... i haf

2004-02-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey pple... k... im tryin to ferget bout e thin tt happened yesterdae so... i tink tt i shldnt ponder ova tt yea... giv it a miss... but still... i might not be able to ferget tt... yups... intro over... e story begins... I liek e same guy again... back to square 1... jux tt currently i dunnoe if he still lieks tt person anot... haiz... wat to do... i veli rebelious mah... so liek a 'cher

2004-02-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

hey... now i feel so damn upset... im starting to loose my frenz... i mean... tis iz onli considered e beginnin loh... sighz... shooo damn unfair... i haf a feelin itz becuz of someone in my class... but still... i tink tis iz really unfair fer mi loh... dun wanna blog... but to those pple... sad to sae u neva knw hu u really are yet... but... u guyz suck... wat kinda true frens r u... fucked

2004-02-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

hi ppl... down wif sore throat... suck liek anithin lah... den bought one box of streps rite... now onli got 1/4 left... hahaz... share wif some of e classmates loh... den its either they dunnoe how to TAKE OUT e sweet... or some juz cant tahan e hotness...hahaz... u knw i waz wonderin... wat wld happen if our class were to have a war? i mean no kiddin siaz... it can turn out veli horridly...

2004-02-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

hey! today quite ok lah... PW waz ok also... jux tt... our grp cldnt tink of wat e hell to do loh... haiz... suck liek anithin lah... now im shooo sleepy... now i plan to study at nite... latest time i sleep iz half past midnite n earliest 1130... haf to study lah since im on e com alwaez in e afternoon... damn bro wan to use e com... by3z

2004-02-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey... today quite ok... except fer e morning... it waz HELL... when i woke up... e first thin i did waz to quarrel wif my mother... over wat? damn red packet money... argh... fuck... den after tt... i went outta e hse fumin alreadi... den... e damn horrible bus 22 JUZ LEFT! Bloody hell i waz damn pissed k... den ah... after tt rite.. i waited fer onli sucky 10++ minutes den e bus came... e

2004-02-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hey pple... I'm gettin tired of my life No matter how simple each dae can get Too much truths n many lies... These stuffz r so difficult to pack... Sian ah... at nite... How i wish i din need ta go to sch tml... cuz i left my chi tb in sch... n tml there's spellin! HELL! i cant believe i cld ferget k... argh... liek wtf siaz... aniwaez... thanks JC fer hanging out wif me todae... bearing wif

2004-02-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yo... todae went ta watch peter pan... ok wat e show... juz tt e sad thin iz... liek in e original story... Wendy neva met Peter again... wellz... fer me.... im luckier.. at least i still get ta c him... hahaz... yups its a fact lah... Aniwaez... went ta Sakae... scared no $$ tts y mi and Joanna waz liek keepin to ta minimum? lolz... we took photocard lah... not bad... juz tt i put my name as

2004-02-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

aiyah... recently write too shrt liao... suck lah... hahaz... cuz no time also... hahaz... todae... not so bad lah... i todae go my aunt's house... kinda nice... aniwaez... i tml going out... argh... i no mood lah... need ta chill out tml first... AHHHH.... i no mood... =(... byez

2004-01-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

hey... i lurve da template!!!!! hehex... n there iz tis small pic at e corner fer e tribute to e IBG ... yeah... kinda relieved i've done it... put my mind off smth... i wanted more... so i wanna ask clare to help mi... shall ask her tml... church tml... singing again... hahaz... 'i'm lovin it'.... hahaz... kk... enuf... blog a damn long wan another time... mebbe tml... ciaoz! lurve nikki

2004-01-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

wha.. i decided to change my decision of using another blog fer now cuz i facin some probs with e thing... aniwaez... 2nd fer cross country individual... shiok... hehex... kk... blog another time bye

2004-01-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... (hope tml rains).... hahaz... i cant run properly tml lah... got reason... sure suck lah tml... argh... aniwaez... todae rain again... gd leh liddat... but still got bad points lah... wanted to buy movie tics todae... but lazy to go... hahaz... sian lah... signing off... todae nth much... bye

2004-01-27T18:04:00.000+08:00

hi... todae... jes vic n ver wanted mi go joggin wif dem... but my ah ma AGAIN dun allow... but it waz bout 2=3++ liddat how to jog? besides its rainin or rather juz finished rainin at tt point of time... haiz... but nvm... im goin tml... thurs gonna watch movie... wif sab ber anna... yah... errr... tis iz onli a little bit of e whole entry... now i present to u da tribute to e IBG...

2004-01-26T18:46:00.000+08:00

yoz... today i come home damn late.. den kana nagged at by my ah ma... anil and tim wanted mi go joggin wif dem but haiz... cant loh... they beat me leh... by bout 2-3++ minutes... suck lah... argh... den choir oso sucked... mayb if i had a chance... i wld wanna juz sit down at e corner of my rm w/o any readin materials or even my hp and juz sort out my probs... i mean... i dun make it

2004-01-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

hi... cant sleep... den... itz e lunar new year some more... den got extra probbys siaz... i dunnoe lar but veli few pple can help... so... aiyah... more of liek can rely on my dear fren sab... jeremy ah... ya... can la... but still... i tink i haf ta leave out e other person... hmm... hu e person iz i shall not sae... now i feel liek sleepin... as in sleep fereva... dun need wake up ah...

2004-01-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... todae came back early 4rm sch... hahaz... onli a few hrs in sch... but there were shooo much duties k... den after tat went my mum's side e relativez da house... wha... though i wasnt hungry hor... i still had to eat leh... cuz e adultz kept pesterin moi to eat... argh... i hate tat e most k... den ah... now rite... i tinkin whether i wanna get outa e house anot... too boring liaoz

2004-01-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

Yo... aiyah shooo darn sleepy n sian... i finished all e CNY hol break hw in sch... shooo all im waitin fer iz e hong baoz... so i can get some stuffz tat i wan yeah! hahaz... but still haf ta studi loh... oh!!! i fergot bout hist... damn... aiyah... tat wan i wun ferget lah... ... lol... wellz... i tink tat situation had soothe down alreadi... n im happi... but still my feelins fer him will

2004-01-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

hihix... today tiring sia.... reached home onli at ard 6.50++ cuz of da damn bus loh... wait... waz it earlier? hahaz... wateva lah but its abt tat time... hahaz... den on tat bus saw a few sec 2 VB guyz... aiyah now shooo borin siaz... den i haf to try and plae tat stupid song which i have to plae fer da choir fer e SCC... aiya... i e type tat bo chap piano wan leh... k... mebbe recently i

2004-01-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

hey.... juz came back from joggin again... haiz... din beat my personal best... guess itz bcuz i neva put in much effort todae... usually... i wld go joggin wif my cousin... my older cousin sis... she iz my best 'fren'... i mean... she iz da person i dun mind callin 'best'... she iz one of e best person i eva knew on earth... i can tok to her when im down... and we even share e same interest...

2004-01-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

hey... Its shooo hard to use words to explain how i feel now... its either I'm guilty cuz i tink that wat hapened iz my fault or... I'm upset... cuz... thins arent goin e way i want it to go... i told him i felt miserable at wat happened... but he juz said he cldnt help mi liek last time when it comes to tis situation... y... i wanted e both of us to help each other... but... i dun tink he will

2004-01-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

hihi... k... thins r ReAl bad k... i mean... me and him totally avioded each other today... usually we wld at least say one sentence to each other... but todae? he onli handed mi e marker tat Jerm borrowed... i mean... it feels so damn dumb k... itz shoo damn sad if u actually noticed... i dunnoe wat to do sia... i got sooo many thins on my mind... guess i go joggin first... den i come home

2004-01-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

heyz... wellx... i todae found out so many thins tat i cant tahan lah... i mean... im really upset loh... suck shit siaz... 'depressed' aint e right word actually... cuz... im havin so many mixed feelins... wellx... he told mi indirectly... so i shld try ta get over him now... sighz... gtg now bye... lurve nikki

2004-01-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

yOz! hahaz... another late nite siaz... argh... alwaez liddat wan recently... cuz its either im lazy to finish my hw early or i juz dun wanna stay up late... lol... lamer siaz... hahaz... wellx... jux finished writin a ltr to Jes... wellx... Sab knws da most... den mebbe... Jerm knws quite a lot in details oso.. hahaz... actually... Clare oso knws alot loh... hahaz... 3 frenz knws da most.. e

2004-01-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Heya ppl... wellx... so late liaoz... suppose to sleep alreadi... but... i dun giv a damn... cuz i got smth on my mind n i bet i cant sleep even wif e air con... haiz... smth on my mind... yea... e same prob... and its gettin worst by e dae... haiz... shoo sad hor... but what to do... life iz full of ups and downs... true i have bcome more optimistic in life... much more than b4... and im happy

2004-01-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

aiya... since my dad told mi to do sometin on da com... so after doin wat i have to do... i came online to blog abit more loh... hahaz... well... im recently damn down in my self esteem... haiz... how assholic... shooo damn upsettin siaz... everydae also got smth to brood about... im not exaggeratin... but its really bad loh... haiz... so unfair... i wish tml i have a stress free dae.. but i knw

2004-01-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

hArLoWz PpL... i dunnoe y... but i need to get over e guy i like... its onli hurtin mi more... gEdDiT?... i mean... wats e point... i dun c any point of liekin him loh... he onli makes it hard fer mi to carry on properly in life... whooo hooo! my stomach's much beter than b4... guess itz bcuz i started my exercisin thingy again... hahaz... or mebbe not la... cux e pain wears off fer awhile den

2004-01-11T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl... Todae... i realised smth... my life aint gettin ani better... yarp... its sucky... i dun blame e person hu started e 'irritation' thin animore... honestly... bcuz... =its a private reason=... wellx... i shant sae more... but i really dun blame tat person... k by3

2004-01-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

yo ppl... fer da past few daez... i sorta got hell... many thins were not wat i wanted. everyone keeps tinkin tat i knw how to deal wif tat frenship situation. more of liek not frenship situation but itz regardin tat fuckin prob stated in e 8/1 post... n i dun liek it loh... n not onli tis... i KEEP gettin teased in class bout tis guy n i cant tahan lor... i dunnoe if some of e others in my

2004-01-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hi... now im havin tis BIG prob concerning my friends... wellz... i mean i knw im goin 2 get tat prob... cuz its liek i got loadsa choices ta make... if i choose e other person... e other one wun b happi... sighz... but its liek... aiya.... how 2 explain leh.. but its damn assholic lor.. fuckin shit siaz... but aniwaez... todae i had a horrid time in sch... argh... some bois practically r gettin

2004-01-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hi! Wha... fer e past hours.. ive been on e com onli doin one thing... surfin fer piccys! Aiyah... dunnoe y but i keep doin tat now... esp finding lotr posters n piccys frn e various galleries... well todae waz a damn borin dae... esp maths lesson... wha... i waz half awake onli... den i din go fer da sec 1 orientation programme thingy cuz i scared my gastric will act up.... but.. BUT... i

2004-01-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! finally e internet no prob liao... n its damn fast k... wellx now i haf all the time in e world to type into tis thing.. but still... now i have to get out of e com first... go get some refreshments den finally comeback kkiez... so.... cya! lurve char

2004-01-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

kao... my internet keep crashin... so now i in sch den i use da com... aniwaez... geog cher say must sign off... sighz... mebbe blog about a few weeks later... haha.z.. buh bye

2003-12-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

hey. bad times mann. even after that nite of movie watchin, i knew that more probs will come. my grandma aint happi when she found out i waz watchin lotr on saturdae. c, one dae onli and i get in2 trouble. muz go now. bye love char

2003-12-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

hullo... later gonna watch e lotr 3. den on e comin mondae i oso gonna watch again! im a big crazy fan of lotr. really crazy one. i watchin at nite wif a few other frenz. n i think every1's gonna enjoi demselves. now is e borin part of tis hot sunny sat afternoon. i spent 1hr++ juz to pluck out e roots of beansprouts! argh. but somehow, i tink tat made my grandma happi! She din complain bout mi

2003-12-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

hihi... i today got another round of christmas shoppin. kinda tired. but still got time to blog la. i bought presents fer every family member leh. dad, mum, sis, bro. all of dem have lor. bet they neva buy anithin fer mi wan la. sighx. wat to do. they liddat wan lar. sian. wan sign off liao. blog another time k. buh bye.

2003-12-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

yoz... haiya.. i wanted to go street joggin... later la... then my sister... dun wan go wif moi... haiz... so sad hor... (hope she changes her mind) hahaz... now... so borin siaz... nth betta to do... if she dun wan go joggin.... den guess... i go on my own lor... aniwaez... saturdae iz comin soon... n i lurve it k! sheesh... my sister dun understand wat me iz typin... she ah... not e

2003-12-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

yOzZie... neva get tired of usin tat word... dunnoe y oso... haha... but aniwaez... i did watch da extended version of lotr part 2... cuz.. last min la... but wateva... its a long time... i fergot ta blog fer da past few daez... kinda bz... sheesh... someone's angri at someone ya knw... i knw those 2 ppl lar... hahaz... aiya... bored la...but still... i dun feel liek bloggin... fer todae...

2003-12-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

yo ppl... din get ta watch e extended version of lotr part 2... sighz... wa kaoz ah... yesterdae i got stuck in a qn someone gave moi... he wanted to knw hu i liek... but i cant tell him la! haiya... so pathetatic... aniwaez... im sick again.. my sore throat!!! ah... i changed my name! err.... not publicly.. as in.. i wanna change it when i get e chance... Nikki... kewl siaz... nikki tan xue li

2003-12-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

alamak! shoooo borin... i really dunnoe wat to do siaz... later watchin e extended version of lotr... part 2 i mean... hahaz... i neva get bored watchin lotr... it rox mann! so many of my freinz... love e show... its either they liek tis or e matrix... but some liek both... haha... damn nice siaz... liek mi! i liek both... i nearli told him i liek him... =again= fer e 2nd time... lucky i din

2003-12-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

heya... now im still awake... gettin ready ta watch soccer later... i love it mann... haha... changed e template... kinda bored havin e same one again n again... =sighz=... now my msn nickname iz a long sentence... haha... but its nice though... now i really hope to get tat chance to tell tat same guy tat i really love him... i really do mann... need to swear? nah... actually its not gd/

2003-12-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

ah... now im juz freakin bored... ya knw... dere isnt anithin much 2 do recently.. xcept.. thinkin abt my own private probs... errr... private probs... speakin of tis... im gettin myself so freaked out abt it k... dunnoe y oso... usually e prob lies wif onli one or two ppl... now.. it concerns 3... liek damn loh... wtf siaz... kk... enuf vulgarities... suck shit mann... too much oso no gd...

2003-12-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

ahh... abt dunnoe how many daez ago den i blogged... had so many thins on la... damn busy... aniwaez... i will start fm e 5th of dec... 5th dec--> e hosanna rock practice waz held at one of e grp persons' house... it waz damn fun... juz dat some ppl werent dere... liek clare n mike... dunnoe got ani others... i waz jokin wif Jerome n Chris 'bout da Lobster joke... den nth much... juz e usuals...

2003-12-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

hahaz... its been a few daez since i blogged... due 2 my cca camp in sch... 3 daez 2 nitez... quite ok la... though there were quite a big amt of probz... kkiez... now i dunnoe y k... i actuali still haf feelinz fer tat other guy... though e one i love e most now iz still here in my heart! Ah! Y alwaez liddat wan leh... damn crazy wan loh.. aniwaez... e one i love e most iz someone alot of ppl i

2003-11-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

damn my blog layout got prob... hehex... i might get it done when im at my other com... sorry ah... damn ugly siaz...

2003-11-30T16:59:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... well... nth much now... juz tat i haf to help someone do smth... den other than that... i dun think there will b anithin else to do loh... damn shitty siaz... i suppose to actualy trade in my phone lehz... then all of a sudden my parents change their damn mind... liek wats their problemo loh... aniwaez... i have to kinda rush... though i dun tink anione will suspect mi of runnin an

2003-11-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

wha... today... veli borin... though suppose to haf loadz of thinz happenin...its my godfather's bdae todae... sheesh... i wish if there waz one thin i cld do now... it wld b 2 get outta e house... itz so borin loh... changed e template back 2 my original... now... i dun wish to tok... or rather blog... cya

2003-11-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

hahaz... shoo long i neva come online to blog... practically abt a week liaoz... kinda havin probs wif e com den iz so darn slow... fer e past few daez... got a lot of thinz happen... jac onli knwz... cuz i kinda lazy to go n' tell some other ppl... onli make myself crazy... den i scared e other pplz go tell otherz... shooo i betta make sure i tell e rite ppl loh... now im half way tryin ta

2003-11-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

heyz... todae.... england won e rubgy world cup... australia lost... how sad... =(... but neva mind... england waz wonderful as well... they played well and guess... they so called deserved the title... im not really a rugby fan... until my dad was talkin abt it... den i sorta sat down there n' stare at the TV... no interest at first... den... found it kinda cool... with all those tackles and

2003-11-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

y0zZie pPl... sorry nat fer usin yah word... but i juz cant tink of any other way of starting off... but heck la... (liek i really bother)... i juz finished packin my table... yah knw.. it waz damn messy sia... shooo many thins loh... now i cant remember e link to clare's new bloggie... i waz suppose to go c her blog... mann..n' i need to get of da com soon... argh... now its e start of my

2003-11-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

whoo hoo! managed to get this chance to do some bloggin... well... now no one iz online alreadi... except fer a couple of ppl... liek Marcus... Kevin n' Jeremy... n' i tink Sharifa... hmm... guess tat's abt all... hahaz... since when did i really care abt hu iz online and all these craps... anyway... this isn't exactly wat i wan tok abt... i actually failed! ok.. not any tests or exams or

2003-11-19T10:31:00.000+08:00

Wha... managed to get this short time online juz to update this blog.. all thanks ta mi sista... yar.. she's alwaez gettin in e way of everythin... But anywae... this iz not e impt part of everythin fer now... im juz shooo bored now... last nite i juz dozed off w/o sedin da gd nite smses to all those tat i waz smsin... den this morn i woke up i saw 5 smses waitin dere overnite... hahaz... U

2003-11-18T10:55:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time... yep... since I updated this blog... cuz i've been busy... or yah can sae 'busy'... lost in my own world... tryin ta get out... Life's been rather boring... juz wif e fact that I got some probs ta handle... hope all goes well! Gotta rush... tats e reason fer this quick entry... but... i might come online later in e dae... so... keep checking back fer another entry!

2003-11-14T14:45:00.000+08:00

Ok my blog has gone back to its usual self... hahaz... Yah knw... I actually trying to solve some stuffz on mi own... at first... i had the help of some frenz... but now... i 've decided tat some times... these frenz... are now "frens"?... Hahaz... i wun wanna say y i actually wanna sae tat... but... guess I will when the time is right... lolz... I remember tat a while ago... I'm 53kg...

2003-11-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

My blog a little weird... so bear wif mi yah! Testin some stuffz...Sorrie... hehex... =)

2003-11-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz... another day of my life... just now i seem to fall asleep liek assif im so damn tired loh... m i sick or smth? I seem to keep fall asleep at wat... 11am++? Hahaha... guess what... I'm no longer the Charmaine St. Hilda's Sec knws... I think 6BO onli knws... e one where i study when i haf to... n' when im not suppose to bother... i dun at all givin a fUcKiNg sHit... hehex... really... even

2003-11-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

Todae me changed the template... juz fer e fun of it... if i get bored with it... I'll change it again... hehex... guess wat... i went to the beach todae... Eact Coast beach... alone... how nice... lucky fer mi... ver n' nat werent there... some how i juz need to be alone... i dun need dem to survive anyway... not asif they make my life so wonderful as well... I went alone... sat there... soooo

2003-11-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

hey... a few daez i neva write in liaoz... cuz fer e past few daez i cldnt come online... or rather din feel liek comin online... my daez have been gettin shrter... n' though shrter... its gettin horrible... Well, yesterdae was e council outing.... quite ok la... at Pasir Ris Beach.... beaches r one of my fav place in da whorld...its so much quiet... peaceful... n' sometimes i wld rather go

2003-11-08T10:56:00.000+08:00

aiyo... i cant go out... not fair... hu ask mi to b sick... argh... of all thins i haf ta b sick... sighz... now even worst ah... i haf some upset situations goin on in my life... 1.my frenshipz r breakin... 2.some of my frenz... they treat mi liek someone they duno 3.now my life iz goin shoooo weird I mean wats wif my life! How come it cant be e way it was in e months of Nov n' Dec 2003...

2003-11-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Wha Biang, I came down wif a damn horrid flu last nitez... my tempt shot up fm 38.3 to abt... 39.7 in e mornin and now itz not tat bad... I tink its 39.4 or mebbe lower/higher... sighz... e flu bugs are everywhere... sighz... now i cant even do anythin productive... only either sit at e com, or sleep... wha...I spend practically e whole dae sleepin lehx... den onli now... n' around 12++ den i

2003-11-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hahaz... now... Jerm knws, Sabita knws... of cuz char knws... ~duh~... =in case yah iz lazy n' dun bother to read e previous few entries, which u shld cuz they r all connected... but its abt hu i liek... yupz... =P...= Manchester United won early tis morn... expected actualli... 3:0... beat Rangers... but i din watch everythin.. mudder force mi to sleep cuz... i had sch abt a few hrs later...

2003-11-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

Heyoz... Damn bored, tired, pissed, lovesick... wait a min... love sick? Hey i din wanna type tat... juz a slip of e finger.............. .............. k fine la, i wasnt jokin... lolz... haiz... im tinkin of tat guy i really love... in fact no one knws i love him... except fer my dear old buddy charmaine siew.... lolz... same name, n' gd fren... Even my gd fren fm my class dunnoe... c how